So I'm basically just going to shoot to make more and more stuff I guess... I applied to Stop and Shop yesternight, and got an interview freakin' TODAY. Thats service I guess. So maybe that will work out so I can trade my life for a couple of DOLLARS.

I think I might want to try animating something short for my portfolio. Maybe I can get something really small done on time along with those other observational things. I have quite a bit on my plate... And might try for other art schools as well.


Well... There are MANY other issues as well... Ones that continue to drive me crazy, but hopefully...


I want to poke my family into letting me either take a train or drive to visit my friends for a couple of hours. I would very much like to see if the finals aren't corroding them, and then just go I guess. Any kind of break is good for me, I guess, and I seem to have this new initiate to worry more, and I like cheering people up too. Maybe I'll be able to... If not I'll just pout like a 12 year old-asshat, and wait until college for people is over. I'm looking forward to some parts of this summer. I can see it as partially the best, and mostly as the most stressful bomb blowing up in my face, ever. Of course, if I get into school for Fall, which is best case, that bomb will still pwn me royally. It kind of makes me thankful for knowing some people who aren't complete douchebags, and who seem to have great minds, and are just overall wonderful people. I can just see insanity as always. Not like thats something new, but its the kind of thing that never gets easier to deal with, no matter what experience you have with anything, ever. At least I applied to SCAD, right?

Do any of you devianTARTlets know exactly how to go about financial independence? I wouldn't consider this if my parents actually had paid taxes or known exactly how much the business was worth, but things tend to be generally harder these days, so... No choice if I want the feds to let me be an artist. The bastards... My reassurance is that this country will NEVER last at the rate it is going...

Well... Reassurance AND fear. Oil war of 2012 scares the FUCK out of me. I'll have to get like a zomby survival kit of some kind to escape nuclear apocalypse, and enough room to house all of my friends in like... Mud, fucking huts or something.

Lets see... I'm almost done with Hairstyles of the Damned, which was interesting to say the least, and I could connect with it. Apparently, in other news, the British government is releasing UFO documents that are VERY in depth, and there exists a MYRIAD of them. The USA, of course, has yet to do something so... Honest. The guy interviewed on Fox News was treated as a joke by the news guy... You know! The one who has the eye distance between his eyes TOTALLY out of proportion. Like his mom was preggo with him, and got partially fucking squashed by more gravity or was stretched by two teams of horses by arm and leg from the left and right?

I swear... This guy called it a, "Load of Crap," but we all know that he's going to be anally raped by aliens on his drive home... We Know it. Cause life is IRONIC. Not just from our rusty aging system, but to the idea that a bus driver will get hit by a bus, or something terrible and fitting as that.

So rape by aliens. I can't wait. That guy needs that. Maybe the aliens can fix his goddamn face too. Make it one eye width apart instead of TWO!!!!!!!!!!!!

And forget what I said about Friday, people are far too busy! So all I can do is like root them on, and I am.


-meee???